my finals are next week... 21 oct till 29 oct and then im flying home on the 31st
still need to shop for my family... not an obligation but just for the fun of it :P

so bout my finals... honestly the carry marks of most of my courses arent great... its doomed to be another fucked up semester... but somehow im so sick of stressed out over it. my friends would label me as complaining if i do anyways after all it is self-inflicted, not serious at all for this semester... been oversleeping once too many times...
when i recall the many times i miss class or even worse quizzes, because of that i felt so useless
i have a mental list of the courses which im doomed for... im a pessimist and a cynic, cant help thinking that way...
but knowing my friends, they would tell me to shut up if i voice it.... so hehe shutting up is what im doing (but resorting to LJ as always)

so im not going to start thinking that i will fix myself, push my grades and all those new semester resolution bullshit because i never do them anyways...
im sick of this whole shit maybe...
sick of this place...
sick of living...